I can't thank you all enough for the relation and support that you've shown to me. It's helped me more than I can put into words...to know that I'm not alone, but sad that others do relate. I'm so sorry for anyone who can, but very grateful that you've shared with me that relation. I will always do the same for you.

It's been hard. I'm coming out on the other side, though.

The questions are still there, but on the back burner. When I get caught up in those is when it hurts the most. Mindfulness, as Alex wonderfully reminded me, is the best tool to push past the questions that will never be answered and to deal with the result.

I'm blessed to have you all, and know that I will always be an ear when needed.

Never hesitate to PM. I understand how putting too much in the forums can feel scary and vulnerable. Then, when you're ready to move past it, it can be a painful reminder.

Love to all.

KD