(((((((((((((((( Jan )))))))))))))))))

Losing time and finding you've done stuff that you didn't know you'd done is scary... I've had it myself at times . It just so upsets your sense of reality, and I know that for me, it makes me feel like I'm going crazy and I begin to doubt everything that I've done. Maybe I'm generalising on this, but I suppose many ppl find that experiencing dissociation is un-nerving and scary. Nobody, dear Jan, will think the worse of you for posting this.