You sound alot like me. It's kind of creepy actually. I've said those exact words.

There is one thing that gets me through all that. Without confidence. Just do it!!!.......Just do it.

It's kind of like swimming, you just dive in and get wet, instead of slowly getting into the cold water and dragging it out.

I personally have dived into everything....college, tests, speeches, conversations with strangers.....dumb stuff like that, and I've gained a little bit of confidence. I figure if I survived it I can do it again.

You can do it. Don't let your conscience tell you what to do......just go with the instinct....the unconscience, because that's the smarter part of the brain. It's usually right.

Just do it, and good luck.
Desirae