Yes this happens to me a lot. There are a lot of sessions that I cannot remember at all. Once the room looked quite strange - like a 3D film when it isn't flat, but looks a bit odd - hard to describe really. Sometimes I am not aware of T being there. Actually I know he is there and I know his name, but his name doesn't quite fit him - like he is just a thing - again hard to put into words. I always tell myself that at least I went and that was a good thing. Hope the pdoc appointment goes OK.