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Originally Posted by Sannah
You must have really been dissociating. You were facing some tough stuff?
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just had to do with the mixed manic state I think, I am having real trouble focusing, and am highly distractable......there is some tough stuff relating to my marriage though that we are discussing and I am having a hard time. I am supposed to think of compromise options between either being subservient/treated like a child or getting run over when I try to be assertive.......I am having trouble with this, but I am just having trouble THINKING at all these days because my mind wants to run 500 different directions and settle on none.....grrrr.
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Originally Posted by SoupDragon
Yes this happens to me a lot. There are a lot of sessions that I cannot remember at all. Once the room looked quite strange - like a 3D film when it isn't flat, but looks a bit odd - hard to describe really. Sometimes I am not aware of T being there. Actually I know he is there and I know his name, but his name doesn't quite fit him - like he is just a thing - again hard to put into words. I always tell myself that at least I went and that was a good thing. Hope the pdoc appointment goes OK.
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I relate to the room looking odd, that has happened before too, and then T looks odd too and doesn't seem to fit into the room and doesn't seem to be herself quite and I can't recognize her for a bit.....a surreal thing! Happens when I am in my odd manic states......I wonder if it is actually a psychotic thing with me sometimes.....