Hi I'm Matt I can't trust women and I hate it I can't help it I get this tightness in my chest and stress till I just come out and ask and that never turns out well ive had a ****ed up life from being used by women to my mother being a achoholic I would love to see a shrink by can't afford that and I just want to trust I lost a great girl cause of this several times and I'm to the point where I can't even date cause I know what's going to happen please help