i am trying to write a letter to my T to let her know how i felt when she seemed to get so frustrated with me when i told her i never trusted anyone.it isnt easy at all.i cant seem to do it.i have no idea how to even start it.i want to say sorry about frustrating her so much but i really dont remember ever trusting anyone.i'm scared if i give it to her all she will do is say she doesnt believe me and that will send me into a total panic.do you think i should just leave it alone and just agree to disagree and let it be what it is because i dont know what to say to her about it.