Hi Rainbow,
I've been hoping and expecting that this difficult relationship with a t, where I know I'm thinking about the relationship SO much more than my t is, will resolve in me learning how to find those connections better IRL. Sometimes he's shown me how to express my feelings better in a way that translated into real life. And that helped me feel a little less need for t for a little bit. Do you think some of that could (or has) happened with you?

Sorry if you've already posted about that before and I didn't know.