((((((((((((((((((((((Sherry)))))))))))))))))))))

Welcome to PC.

Your post is almost as if you were writing about me. There was a time that my anxiety was so bad that I swore that I was not going to live another day. I remember one time in particular that I was crying uncontrolable and my husband was sitting that and I was looking at him totally silent. I just kept crying. I finally told him that I was afraid to stop looking at him because I was afraid I was going to die and I didnt want it to be the last time I looked at him.

I felt so much fear, to talk about it now is still quite painful.

I understand all of what you are saying. I can identify with your feelings, your experiences and your fear. Please know that you are not alone. Anxiety is a horrible thing. It basically robs you of your life and turns you into a scared, fragile mess.

There is hope though. Although it may be difficult to see now, I know that there is hope for you, for me and for all of us.

Please PM me anytime you need to because I know what your going through. Hang in there.

Huggles