Geniousjess,

It's time to seriously look at why you do what you do. What are you so afraid of? for me, I was terrified I would be raped again so the anorexia was all about becoming unattractive to men, deflecting off that attention. I would take this opportunity to sit down with a therapist and really try to discover what it going on underneath the surface.

i wish you well and hope this is not the start of a serious relapse.

love and hugs,
Tara