been on my meds for a week, some good days and some bad. was having a pretty good night and then just everything went to hell and i cant breath right now. having horrible flashbacks. i had to drive and was terrified i was going to run off the road and i felt like i was losing my mind. home in one piece but so entirely not ok and i'm scared. everything is flooding me in waves and i feel like i'm being tortured and i'm trying not to get hysterical because everyones asleep in my house and i want to turn on the lights but i cant and i didnt even know where to post this and i dont know what to do. my heart just keeps racing and i'm sick to my stomach and i feel like i cant handle this its like a walking nightmare and i'm telling myself i'm safe and i'm terrified and if theres anyone out there i just need to know someones there.