When the depression goes on seemingly forever?

I've been depressed since I crashed after my manic episode at the end of February, it's now mixed with agitation and anxiety. I'm just not sure how much more I can take of this bloody illness. It's crippling and relentless.

CMHT are seeing me weekly which helps and prozac has just been added to my med cocktail. So I'm currently on Olanzapine, Fluoxetine, Lamotrogine and Clonazepam as & when required.

I have so much work due in for uni, I can't even comprehend starting or attempting. I'm either crying or pacing with agitation. I just want it all to stop.

SI'd about a month ago and ended up in A&E and those thoughts are back with me again now. I just want to feel like me again