What a great site. Frightening to read all these posts as it's all too familiar and sad to realize that so many people out there live in the same hell that I have lived in my whole life.

Anyways, without going into my entire situation, I just finally found a diagnosis (other than the other issues I have...severe depression, PTSD, anxiety / panic.) I have a very serious case of BPD. I have been trying to find inpatient therapy, and am running into the problem of finding only one...in Indianapolis, and you can't just "check in." You have to go through all kinds of red tape, multiple referrals, them accepting you, yadda, yadda. I have attempted suicide many times, just got out of the hospital about 2 weeks ago, and am in dire need of getting information about ANY inpatient place to go for intensive treatment. Does anyone have any info on this? Thank you for reading, and hope everyone on here is doing well. This site is great, and sure I will be out here a lot.