wow thanks for writting back. ok, first i want to clearify that i have been engaged since march, because we wanted to not becasue anyone else wanted to. I was just venting that it doesn't make sense why my dad doesn't like him. He is a great guy and we are both going through college. I just finnished 16 credits. He used to have a great job as a Flight Attendent, but he got laid off of that and since then he's been going back to college and he's on his second semister now, so that he can be supportive and make this future marriage work when ever it will happen. I try to go see him as much as i can. He moved so that he can be closer to me, so that is convienet.
I really appraciate your feedback. It means a lot.
Oh and my work does know. I work at Home Depot. They are pretty cool there. When they found out i didn't celibrate christmas and i packed up my room instead and was figuring out how i was going to rescue my bed out of the snowy ditch, they got together and got me some gifts. I thought that was really sweet of them, although i really don't know who a little elf or santa is. It would be nice to know who likes me becasue i tend to get parnoid that people don't really like me that much sometimes. which i think that's true. I mean people hang out in there little clicks and they are nice to me, but only at work. But i have my friends there too, so i guess i shouldn't worry about it.
oh and about hospice, my mother is convinced that they killed my grandfather.
and about my brother, ok... i'm too chicken to say anything. i have know idea what to say. and there is no talking to these people.
but on today's news, my dad got himself a colonostrophy and they found a polup on his colon. they removed it and we won't know the results of that until next week. so, i hope that turns out non spreadable.