ok, no probs. Misuderstanding is my middle name, i get upset, i say/do silly things, i get lost in translation, thats why i'm here. I was tormented(not just bodly), but mentaly too. Sometimes i totaly take things too seriously, at school, uni/student days i was targeted, singled out just because of that, because they knew how to wind me up. I came to pysch central because i want to escape being singled out, for being different, being tormented because i was "easy meat". I'm the least hostile person i've ever known, i still am. I don't trust other sites, i've seen many friends go way down because of the internet. I don't do facebook, or any other forums or chat except p.c. If i did i would be cutting my own throat. I'm aware of internet dangers and pit falls, now i'm on the internet i have to be careful. I don't want to go down the roads some of my friends have gone, it was too upsetting to see that, be around that. When i lost my best friend(sui, not because of internet, other reasons), i changed, i became very protective of my friends, so to see what facebook could do was a shock to me. I can't stand myself being singled out, or any that i love. On this site, i'm begining to love again(i never stopped loving really), but i'm making new friends. But i'm new to this, i'm finding my feet. I don't want to be hurt, or see others be hurt. Its the way i am now. Protective. Pay no mind to silly "emotional" highly strung words, i could'nt hurt a fly if i tried. Thank you for your honesty, i need honesty to learn and move forward. Sorry. xxxsanadaxxx.