I feel intensely about 'them', even though I don't know for sure that he is married or has children. But I suspect, and that's enough to send me crazy. I imagine the things he does with his children - bike rides and reading with them, and cuddling them before bed. I can't bear to think that he loves his wife, or that he makes love to her. I have no idea why I feel this, as I had a nice childhood with bike rides and cuddles. I think I must be badly 'broken' in some way, to get so obsessed with this.