Haha! Go to the salon!!!

For everyone else: I don't really do mine for style though... I just twist my hair into a ponytail and scissor an inch or two off before going for a shower. It's not like I have a hairstyle right now so I guess it's not noticeable. My hair's just straight shoulder length and my natural colour. Even so I don't really know why I do it. I usually want to just shave it all off though I know that's not possible without being hospitalized my my parents. Hahaha! But cutting it gives me some relief as if my hair's holding some part of what's weighing me down. It's hard to explain but the urge comes out of nowhere. Last time I woke up from a dream where I did shave my hair and I really really wanted to do it so it could be a clean slate. I suppose it's psychological because I always want to wreck things and start again whether that be with binge eating or deleting my text messages, emails etc. like a maniac or trying to grow my nails only to clip them short and start again. Same with homework. I have to rip it all out and do it until it's perfect or give up on it altogether. But I suppose you folks are right in that I want to change some part of myself when I do do it.