((((Pachy)))) you are so right. The man did threaten to follow me and home and ... well I felt my life and the life of my family was at great risk.

I am actually doing great this weekend. Just keep reading what my T told me.
He knows just what I need to hear. And I believe him. So this has been one of the best weekends I have ever had. I am even starting to study for some work / career stuff for myself.

It feels so strange to finally actually be free enough on the inside where I can taste what living may be like! Trauma work is the hardest thing a person has to do for themselves I think. But it has been the most healing and has given me a new inner life. Finally - PEACE !!