I slept worse than usual last night (have been having trouble sleeping for three months). I found myself thinking about how my grandma used to tell me that she loved me on the phone. I don't hardly have anyone left who says that to me. I didn't get to hear that kind of statement much as a kid. So I have a greater need to hear words like that and feel the love of another human. I cried before going to work this morning and felt rather sad at work because of this.
I just wanted to express my feelings to another human being. A part of me thinks this sounds kind of selfish to me.