Yesterday I went with my friend to the mall to look for things to get her mom. I almost got my mom something, but today I’m kinda glad I didnt. Because I didnt even see her today.

I dont like mothers day. I never really have. Probably because I never see my mom enough to even…know. You know? Like, I never see her. I think the last time I did was January, and before that it must have been my Birthday party. I’d say, i usually see her, on average, 5 times a year. Sometimes more if shes not busy in the summer.

Stupid hallmark holidays like this get me all sad and I remember that shes not really around at all. “Oh yeah, guys, go home this weekend and for mothers day wake up and do stuff she wants you to do without her asking, and if she askes why, say “because I love you”” That is what teachers were telling us friday.

Uhm, hello!? Some of us dont have moms to go home to every night and hug and do stuff for. We dont have a choice…

I just really miss my mom.