I have no right to be in therapy.. No right to not be in school.. No right to continually whine and complain about my life and my problems. I should be fine, I should be 100% happy, enjoying my time and my life. I shouldn't worry about what health issues I might have, I shouldn't have been depressed or let people take advantage of my personality or let my past issues come back and take me down.. I was fine for so long.. Why did I suddenly get weak? I shouldn't so abnormal.. I should be completely healthy like everyone else. Other people have gotten out of everything absolutely fine.. So I've only done this to myself, haven't I?