Every time I'm around my parents and two of my siblings I feel a very strong sense of ANGER!! I want to tell them how much I hate them and and how I'll resent them for the rest of my life. I am reminded of how much all of them betrayed me and how much I don't want them in my life anymore. When will this anger subside? I just want things to get better but the pain is so deep. Things are too raw and so recent that the idea of forgiveness is foreign to me.
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