Hello everyone,

I'm new around here even though I've joined in 09 I never posted on a regular basis, until now. Some of you already replied to my intro so I know some of you relate to this and that makes me feel a bit better and that I have people to relate to.
I've been feeling ok(ish) in the last couple of months and feeling ok is what keeps me worried and sometimes awake at night. I'm constantly thinking about the next bout of depression or the next time I'll let my anxiety take over, not making it possible to enjoy the fact I actually feel better than I have in years. The fact that this is such a worry tells me I'm more anxious than normal but I've been coping with this but I still can't enjoy the fact that I leading a fairly "normal" life and the times I get to the end of the day with that bitter feeling I've could done, should have done more to be better, feel better, enjoy the fact that I'm actually doing better...

Wishing everyone a great week!

Hugs,

Addie