I don't know why I am forcing myself to read the thread. Now they say things like "authorities never believe it's the "fat chick" who was raped". And so that scares me more. I already fear walking out of my house for fear of being raped. And if the person got away with it, it would be so much worse. They could just target me and reoffend over and over and nobody would stop them, because nobody would believe me. Just like when I was a child. I can't take this. I can't live if not even the law will protect me. I can't do this anymore. The fear, the vulnerability.