Urgghhh really struggling with relationship with H, I would really value any input or insight.
Yesterday on way back from 3 hr trip we stopped at a services for food and a break, my DD and I decided to wait in the car. And as my daughter was talking to me at the time I didn't hear my husband click central locking and lock us in... it was soo..oo..oo hot and I was STUCK I couldn't open a window or doors as it is all electrical! I freaked out... tried really hard to hold it together whilst daughter was with me, but hysteria was rising... I am so claustrophibic. As it turns out it was extremely busy and one thing led to another with toilet breaks and having to stand in 2 different queues for food as son insisted on having different food so after all that it took them 45 mins to get back to the car!

I was crying and hysterical, pretty much lost it, I am so not proud of my reaction and don't want to justify my reaction but my past and childhood mean that I can't stand being held down or trapped and it completely flipped me and I have been on verge of tears ever since and its now 24hrs ago. I feel completely on edge and panicked.