Thank you guys. I'm trembling inside. Full of fear and don't think I'll make it outside today. Don't want to see anyone, just stay inside and wait for the pain to not be so strong. .... I feel like I want to quit therapy, withdrawl... so much shame and strong feelings. I'm sinking into that black hole and thinking this can't be healthy. Maybe I'll survive better with the old masks. My T told me she would see my alcoholic mom with me, if I wanted .... I'm not sure I could go that far.... so much pain (((((((( Thanks for being here. I need your support and I am so sorry I can't be of any support myself right now.