Later that day he sent a text suggesting we take a break (what are we on Friends?) while I agree with him I thought that sending a text was very cowardly so I called him. For some reason while on the phone I told him I did not want to take a break and was fine wasting the next year with him. why the hell did I do that? I woke up the next morning feeling so relieved and then realized that we need to break up. Since I deleted all of his contact info I am waiting to hear from him before we officially break up-but I consider us over. I am going to miss parts of the relationship but he had me more frustrated and upset than I realized and now that I don't have to deal with his mood swings anymore or worry if he is going to call or worry about having a boyfriend that I cannot make plans with three days in advance, I am excited to start a new phase of my life and hopefully start dating guys who are healthy for me and do not just look good on paper.
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