I can't really remember what I was like before my ADHD medicine because it has been so long. I didn't really think of my life as hell before because it was the only thing that I had ever known but after taking Vyvanse, I realized how much of life I had missed. I remember the very first time I was able to concentrate on a project! I had never known what concentrating was until then. It was amazing. Now of course, I could never go back to being without ADHD medication. The only time, I'm not on my medication is in the morning before I wake up. I'm wondering what it's like for everyone else? As soon as I wake up, I get a dull ache in my head, it's almost like my brain is on fire. Isn't that wierd? I can't concentrate AT ALL. I can't stop yawning and feeling tired and I literally CAN NOT function. I remember one time I had forgotten my medication at home and I literally had a break down on the way to work, because I couldn't go a day without it. It's not that I'm addicted to it, I just literally can't function or focus on anything. It's like being trapped in hell. I wish so much that I didn't have to take medicine to get to some degree of normalcy but it's what I'm looking at for the rest of my life. Anyways, I was kind of concerned about that really dull headache, literally in my brain, when I wake up. Anyone else have this?