(((((((((Googley)))))))))))
If it's been a while since you've seen her, I wonder if it would help to use this session to reconnect before you start talking about the scary stuff? Or even just to talk about talking about the scary stuff? (seems like that's all T and I do right now).
I know it feels scary and hard. And I know you want to hide. Maybe there is a middle between "hiding" and "scary stuff". Can you be gentle with yourself and let yourself be in the middle place while you reconnect with T?
I will be thinking of you tomorrow



