Been in a similiar situation. I'm also a veteran and I have been homeless before. Like you I had my meds. I also have PTSD and my trigger as I have recently found out is my family. I am staying with my family and feel like bolting constantly which would put me right about where you are right now. Thank the lord for benzos.

I put a step forward and then get shoved 4 steps back it feels like. But I take it moment by moment. Almost instigated an argument because of this. They said they would do stuff that they haven't done and told me to wait on... this would have put me in my own place by now simply because my family is stupid and doesn't listen. So much for my support system.

I just wanted to let you know people are going through what you are right now. I'm glad you and I have this place for support because without it... well, there's those guys... and those are the guys I was running from.

Take it second by second if you have too.