I'm sorry I don't give much advice to other people on here, I will try to get involved more. But I need to get this out my system because I feel so bad. I am swapping Ts at the end of this month and I am so sad about leaving my T. We had a session the other day where I just didn't say anything, even though I had so much to say, and we ended up finishing the session early because we were getting nothing done. Which makes me feel even worse seeing as I only have a few sessions left with him. I have these nightmares where I am with him and then he leaves me alone, and I just don't know what to do with this sadness. If I tried to tell him I would just break down completely, and feel so embarrassed about it. And I know that he wouldn't be able to do anything about it. I am just completely lost, and I don't know why people keep leaving me like this.