Hi Candybear. I can imagine how devastated you were upon reading your paper. Maybe a better job awaits you in the future. LIFE is like that sometimes.
Sorry you were lied to about your job being there for you when you became better. Unfortunately, PEOPLE are like that too.
I will keep you in my prayers...and ask a higher power to come to your rescue, now and in the future...because then you may begin to experience things anew.
Take good care, as I am lighting a candle for you.