Hang in there,, and like greenfairy says talk with your doc as soon as you can.
My t- once told me when I asked why all of a sudden do I have the physical symptoms (such as dizziness) I never had those before. His response was the monkey is getting bigger, and if I don't control it and get help now, it will turn into a gorilla. Sounds kinda corny right, but how true it is!! I know its scary. . Just try and remember that there is help out there, and you will be ok, keep posting here.. people here are GREAT and truly can be of big help