I understand *TOTALLY*... Wish we could be homeless together. At least we'd have each other for support between "T" time. I have no one but my T. And his extra-short voice mail. Sometimes I think that life will never be/feel better unless I start living with him--my T--so he will always be there when I need him, whether I realize it or want it, or not. {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{mellors}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}