Well said, and very strictly to the point, I value that.

I'm in the process of letting go of some people out of my life. Not exactly kick them out forever, but go on with a distance, and focus on my own life. It's true that it gets so incredibly exhausting......worrying, thinking, the anger, the sadness, the fear, and the resentments. I'm so tired, that I'm now ready to let go. I need this time for me, and my babies.
It's easier to let go of my crack addicted mother, because she's so far away. But it's very difficult to let go of my 17 year old pregnant sister. She's due any day.

My sister isn't an alcohol, or drug addict......but a sex addict. She has had many partners during her pregnancy, and now the doctors are worried about the baby contracting an infection during the birthing process.

That's not the reason I want to let her go though. It's her attitude. She's the most disrespectful, angry, bitter....yet sad girl. I wanted to help her, I tried to reach out and say, Dana these boys only want one thing. But she never listened to me. Then she disrespected me after everything I done for her, by yelling at my two year old.

I know she's just a kid......but since she feels she's such a big girl, and she can do it all on her own, I'm going to focus on my babies, college, and my life. It's to much for me to worry about. I've really really tried. It kills me that I have to give up for now.

Thank you for posting this.........it's exactly what I feel....down to the commas.

Desirae