Candybear.....
Although we sometimes get stuck in our healing process LIFE does still go on.
I say this because maybe if you took a minute to realize that the paper still had to run and have articles then maybe you wouldn't feel useless.
I don't think you are useless. Maybe this is just a small sign that in your attempt to be a healthier you there are more things out there that you will do??
I don't have the answers...but I wish you were not hurting and I hope you know I care.