I need to know if there is a such thing as OCD without compulsions. I have been cursed with such thoughts for a long time and I want to know what it is. My psychiatrist thinks it's either OCD or the start of Psychosis. Ever since I was six, I've been afraid. I tried to jump out of a moving car because I was afraid. I was afraid to leave my house. I was afraid to turn on my computer. I'm afraid of being alone ever. I thought I was possessed before and at one point thought I was pregnant with the devil's baby. Is this OCD? I'm on Paxil( Anti-depressant) and Abilify(anti- psychotic) and I have no idea which one worked. I think I either have depression/OCD, OCD/Bipolar disorder, or some type of Psychosis NOS.