I'm not one to give out this kind of advice...probably because I don't deal with it myself, but I wanted you to know I'm thinking of you and your situation and that I did read your post.

There are so many things that I haven't accepted in life. Some very big things, actually. I don't even know how to begin to accept them. I guess we're both in the same boat about acceptance.

Do all that you're able to do and take care of yourself.