Hey guys,

im feeling a bit better today although still annoyed when I think of yesterday and fearful when I think I could loose my T very soon - then again one minute she says i will then the next shes tell me that it's all in my head, its not her - which isn't true. I was also looking through my journals that i have kept since started just over a year ago to see how often i have contacted her outside of sessions and its barely anything. I feel like no matter what i do ppl walk away. im going to create another post to ask ppl if they think my contact is "too much"

thank you everyone your support has meant the world!