Hi Elley

as I read your message, I felt your pain coming through as I have experienced this a few times and understand the pain of the loss. I too have sat in sessions near the end in silence because I knew if I opened my mouth I would break down into inconsoulable and never ending tears.

The one positive is that you have another therapist to go to, so at least you won't be unsupported. Can you say why you have had to switch therapists as it doesn't sound like it was your choice?

It does sound a bit unfair that your therapist ended your session early just because you didn't say anything as it is the clients choice what to do during their therapy time and sometimes that means sitting in silence.

what would it be like for you if you were to perhaps write down how you feel and hand it to him at the next session? That way you can take the time do do it at home but you are letting him know how you feel. Even if he can't change the fact that your switching therapists, it doesnt mean you cant express the pain of the loss to him

I think I am loosing my T again soon and I am dreading it, I have lost 3 people before that supported me and each one was very painful but with time it gets easier ((((huge hugs)))))

xxxxxx