You are not useless at all. So what, you have a few diagnoses. Who doesn't? My point is that you don't need that job, you can do better than that! I know you love the community, but I'm sure there's something out there waiting for you!

Maybe this was fate that this part of your life ended...now you can start anew. I'm not saying that this will be easy by any means, I just think that this is your chance!