I am now feeling sad that I am again single and about the start the dating process all over again. I am 33 and tired of dating, it is exhausting and my last relationship was such a struggle to not put in an effort or get emotionally involved that I am drained emotionally and the thought of being physical with someone is nauseating. I am technically still in a relationship as I don't have the desire to call him and end things-though I expect he will do that soon. I will really miss some parts of the relationship like the cuddling, the sex, falling asleep in each others arms, but that is pretty much it-he never once gave me a compliment or told me he cared about me, he was always right and argumentative and negative and honestly I cannot remember the last time I was so relieved to end a relationship. But I am still sad that it is over and that I wasted three months with someone who was never going to be emotionally available or who made me feel happy-somehow the last three guys i have dated all turned out to be very very unhappy with their lives-while this relationship caused me a lot of stress and unhappiness I can truly say that I am mostly happy with my life and I hope and pray that the next boyfriend I have will actually be happy with himself and his life.