I'm sorry to hear of your loss. Greiving seems to take alot out of you and where you out, even when you think you've gotten a little better.

I don't understand what you mean by being selfish. Do you mean you miss her because she made you feel good when she said she loved you on the phone?

That's no selfish at all........that's a memory you cherish. It's good to gold on to those memories. So you don't forget.

Everytime I'd hear an Aerosmith song, I'd get sad thinking of my Grandma (they were her favorite band), now everytine I hear Aerosmith I think about how she used to sing along, and dance like a goof in the car.

That's a memory I cherish.......it's good way to keep a hold onto that person.

I'm sorry for your sadness. I know how you feel. I hope you feel better.
Desirae