kathleen,

I don't expect to remarry. My view of marriage wasn't "rosy". And I had serious doubts of getting married when I did. But learning that I was pregnant, not being dx'd, or under treatment was too much. I was convinced by my ex, and my family, to get married (courthouse ). I regretted it even more down the road. THe relationship was rocky, I lost my disability benefits, and it was just h**l.

Even if I do eventually find someone that accepts me as I am, I'm content with being on my own, and spending more time with my child.