This might be dumb to ask*

I am still reeling from a painful breakup, where I the first go around I broke up with him bc of my eating disorder/bipolar and then we got back together, only for him to seek revenge upon me. Our time back together was horrible. I was exploited; he manipulated me in getting back together only to treat me like vermin on the bottom of a shoe.

I don't understand that type of mentality! How can someone be so cruel?

He has a new gf now. And it is gross to read on his FB & twitter how much he adores her. Why was he never like that with me? Why did he treat me like **** - never complimented me, never drove me anywhere, never paid, criticized what I wore, insulted me, was sarcastic, never introduced me to his friends.

WHY?

And yet, with this new girl she is treated like a queen.

I pray he realizes one day how special I am, and despite my illness I tried my best.