Hiya,

i just wanted to chime in and say if you getting back on meds makes your husband leave then wish him well and let him walk. mine walked out on me after a psychotic break that ended up in a month long hospitalization and I haven't been better since. he was a large part of the problem, not saying that yours is but there are some things that some people just cannot deal with. Mental illness is one of those things. You ultimately have to do what is right for you and your wellbeing. How are you expected to cope when you have this chemical imbalance that is knocking you down in a knock down drag out fight? You need to fight back and hard. Try not to worry about what other people think or say because you can't control them or their feelings. just worry about getting you better and back to a highly functional level.

Love and hugs,
Tara