ah Im over it,
Hitting that point where i cant be bothered.
Dont want to do anything anymore, dont want so called friends, or family. You know when you have lost connection to everyone in the world. You no longer like anyone, not even yourself?
You are annoyed by everyone, sick of their stupid pointless words?
Some quiet is called for but its so mind numbingly boring!!!
I sat there today watching the train approaching at the level crossing, figured out the exact moment you would need to hit the accelorator, figured out exactly when to leap out of the car and into the trains path.
But its all games i will never leave. Im wasting my life......