Amen brother.
While it sucks and I feel as if its a weakness. I feel better about things I was previously hard on myself for. I'm glad I reached out to get help and understand that theres not something as "wrong" with me as I had thought.
-update-
I went for a 2nd opinion today as well as a full ADD test. The second doctor I spoke with I felt much more comfortable with and spent much more time with her. She prescribed the same antidepressant the other doctor recommended as well as klonopoin to help me sleep. Once I get back to a more functional level she said we'd deal with the ADD. After reviewing everything she also agrees I have it... According to her, due to my intelligence and ability to cope and overcompensate for it means that its not something thats impeding my progression at this point and can be dealt with after we get me back on track. Which I feel comfortable with.