I'm sorry that you're feeling so depressed, anxious and alone right now littleyellowspider
I can understand feeling that you'll never get better. I've been depressed 4 yrs, been on countless different antidepressants, been to several counsellors...I guess that I have to believe that I just haven't found the right treatment for me YET.
Can you talk to your pdoc and counsellor about how you're currently feeling?
*Willow*