While my aspie daughter doesn't think in video, she does think in pictures. This was a *huge* breakthrough in understanding her. As a verbal thinker and non-aspie (I hate the term "neurotypical"), it never occurred to me that words were not her "native language", so to speak. I'm sorry that I don't have any other insights, but I wanted to say that the fact that you have made this discovery about yourself is huge and will help you immensely in navigating a verbal world.